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             Bright bolts 
              sliced through the black fabric of the sky.  Lee looked at 
              Bobbie and wondered if she saw the magic.  They had been here 
              for three hours already and she hadn't said a word. This shower 
              was brilliant from their spot on the country hill. 
            "Have you made any wishes?" Lee 
              asked. 
            "Not yet," she replied.  "I 
              don't know exactly what to wish, and I don't want to waste it." 
              Lee 
              knew what he wanted. He wanted more than anything to get out of 
              the city. He wanted clean air, like the air they were breathing 
              now, and he wanted Bobbie to share it with him. She loved the city, 
              wanted to be an actress. She was still a kid. 
            "I wish we could just build a house 
              right here," he said. 
            "You always have the wrong dreams." 
               She looked at him and smiled. Pulling out another cigarette, 
              she motioned for a light. He obliged. 
             He lit a cigarette for himself. He ought 
              to quit smoking some time soon. He'd planned to stop a month ago, 
              but he didn't have the will power to stop while Bobbie kept on smoking. 
            "Which dream is wrong?" he asked, 
              "The house here or sharing it with you?" Maybe he should have thought 
              of a more romantic way of telling her that he wanted to spend his 
              life with her. The setting was perfect -- the blanket on the hill, 
              late summer, the first meteor shower of the century. 
             He lay back on the blanket and stared 
              up at the sky, waiting for the next meteor. He figured that it would 
              probably move from right to left. Shooting stars, falling stars, 
              he loved the randomness of their brief streak. The spaces between 
              them were as intense as their appearance. "Bobbie," he said, "you 
              don't seem to be enjoying this very much. Why did you agree to come 
              out here with me tonight?" 
            "You think too much," she said. 
              She took a long drag on her cigarette and flicked the ashes into 
              the grass. "You always read into everything.  Don't you ever 
              stop to just enjoy things?" 
             He watched her crush the cigarette into 
              the small mound of damp grass next to the blanket. Her hand was 
              delicate and slender. Her fingers looked like ruby tipped wands. 
              She was magical in her own right. 
            "Yeah," he said, "I do think too 
              much. But I'm on a mission here. Work with me." 
            "What do you want?" 
            "I want to marry you," he said. 
              He could see a slow trickle of a tear slip from the corner of her 
              eye. "What's wrong?" 
            "Everything." 
            "How?" 
            "I don't know," she said, "I thought 
              this would be different." 
             Lee reached out to trace the path of 
              the tear on Bobbie's face. At least she had thought about what she 
              was calling "this." And if she thinks something's wrong because 
              she had thought it would be different, that means that she had thought 
              about being his wife and had been happy about it. And so he wasn't 
              a complete jerk in thinking that she might have said yes. She really 
              was right. He does think too much. "How?" he asked. 
             He wasn't sure he would get an answer. 
               He half expected her to shrug as she sometimes did when she 
              wanted to evade him, or say, "I dont really know," which is 
              what she said other times, or even to kiss him, which was her evasion 
              of last resort. If she were going to evade his question, he hoped 
              for the kiss. 
            "I thought I would be happier," 
              she said. "I've waited a long time for you to say that." Lee dropped 
              his cigarette in the grass. He was confused. "I've waited a long 
              time to say it, but what's wrong about the dream, then? Is it the 
              city/country thing? We can work that out." 
             She shook her head no. 
             Lee lay back again. "Let's watch the 
              show," he said, In a few hours the shower would be over and the 
              sky would be getting light. 
            "The show's over, Lee," she said, 
              "and I wasn't in it." 
            "You're only twenty," he said. 
              "You'll have plenty of chances to hit your spot." 
            "That's not it." 
            "What is it, then?" 
            "Think about it," she said. She 
              put her arms behind her head and looked at the sky. 
             Think about it, he thought. He would. 
              
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