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                                Introduction: 
                                This chapter comes near the end of Lesson Plans: 
                                Tales of a Teacher, Ricki Miller's first book 
                                which deals with some of the interesting characters 
                                she's met along the way.  
                              The 
                                Japanese have a saying that the nail that stands 
                                up gets hammered down. If Jonathan Prescott moved 
                                to Japan, he would be flush with the pavement 
                                like a Roadrunner cartoon. Its not like 
                                I wasnt forewarned. My friend Vicki, a substitute 
                                teacher who knew most of the children in school, 
                                gave me the lowdown on my class list when I first 
                                got it in August. 
                              "As 
                                long as you dont have Jonathan Prescott, 
                                youre safe. Hes the most obnoxious, 
                                ill-tempered kid in the grade. And he can barely 
                                read a word. A real behavior problem and a terrible 
                                student! Hes a child I just cant enjoy," 
                                she told me. I anxiously combed through the names 
                                on my list, then double-checked. No Jon Prescott. 
                                Whew! 
                              Everyday, 
                                throughout the world, morning, noon and night, 
                                power brokers are making deals. Some involve movie 
                                stars, major corporations, countries or munitions. 
                                Big shots with big money are concocting schemes 
                                and negotiating in terms that the average person 
                                can hardly fathom. Yet, every June and August, 
                                other people, mainly women, are making other kinds 
                                of deals using a level of competence and a cutthroat 
                                tenacity that would impress even the C.I.A., let 
                                alone Eisner and Disney. Big shots in the P.T.A. 
                                are sitting down with principals and bargaining 
                                on behalf of their own corporations: their children. 
                                Class placements are changed and promises are 
                                made. And so it was that Jon Prescott, a name 
                                off my class list in June, became a member of 
                                my class by September.  
                              "What 
                                do you mean you moved him into my class because 
                                you had to?" I demanded of my principal, 
                                a nice man with the backbone of a snake when parents 
                                are involved. "Look carefully at my forehead. 
                                Do you see a sign on it that says All Difficult 
                                Children Welcome. Dont you think this class 
                                is a little stacked?" He turned red and didnt 
                                speak, a sure sign he was guilty. We negotiated, 
                                and he removed one troubled boy, but I was still 
                                left with Jonathan, the number one problem in 
                                the grade, plus more than my share of others. 
                                "Hes a very handsome boy," my 
                                principal called as an afterthought, as if handsome 
                                boys hadnt blinded me and gotten me into 
                                trouble before. "Good." I called back. 
                                "Youll enjoy looking at him whenever 
                                I send him to the office for misbehaving." 
                              Like 
                                all fears, I blew this one way out of proportion. 
                                When my friend who was his teacher in kindergarten 
                                confirmed that he was a terror in her room, the 
                                place in my brain where horror stories are manufactured 
                                ran amuck. The night before my first day of school, 
                                I envisioned Jonathan, the two-headed monster, 
                                ruining my life. 
                              He 
                                turned out to be tall, cute, older than the other 
                                kids (having started kindergarten a year late) 
                                and a self-proclaimed Catskills-style comedian 
                                despite the fact that he had strawberry blond 
                                hair, freckles and skin so pale and sheer that 
                                I felt like I could look straight through him. 
                                Which of course, I could. 
                              He 
                                called out answers all morning and required behavior 
                                management constantly, but he was certainly no 
                                murderer. He was volatile, and could laugh, cry 
                                or beat someone up in a second. The thing that 
                                surprised me was how clearly vulnerable he was. 
                                The smart-guy, jumping out of his seat, constantly 
                                calling out, pain in the neck personality was 
                                a thinly veiled disguise for a very embarrassed 
                                nine-year-old who couldnt read or write 
                                a word. Was he really emotionally disturbed like 
                                several of his teachers thought? Or was he so 
                                frustrated by being learning disabled that he 
                                was always getting into trouble? 
                              Sometime 
                                during the first few days of school, I called 
                                each child over and had them read aloud to me 
                                to get a feel for what level they were at. With 
                                Jonathan it was a dance of diplomacy since he 
                                couldnt read at all and it was clear that 
                                "saving face" was a major component 
                                to winning him over. I chose a simple book with 
                                few words on a page (the type that 5 and 6 year 
                                olds can master) and asked him to read some of 
                                it to me alone at the reading table. I had to 
                                admire his spunk. He looked at the pictures and 
                                concocted a very interesting story, but of course 
                                not one word he said was actually printed on the 
                                page. 
                              "You 
                                seem to have some trouble reading the words, Jon. 
                                This must be frustrating for you," I offered. 
                              "Once 
                                a dummy, always a dummy," he shrugged. "Im 
                                kinda used to it." I noticed his skin getting 
                                very pink and his eyes watery. "I have very 
                                bad allergies," he confessed while grabbing 
                                a tissue to wipe his eyes. 
                              "Seems 
                                to me that a smart boy like you should be able 
                                to read and write. Its really the schools 
                                fault, you know, not yours at all." 
                              "Huh?" 
                                he replied while looking up to meet my eyes. 
                              "Well, 
                                every now and then, a really special kid comes 
                                along who doesnt learn the usual way. His 
                                brain is a little different. So the teachers have 
                                to find other ways to get through to a kid like 
                                this so that he can make the right connections. 
                                You know, like when the wires touch and the light 
                                bulb turns on? I would really like to help you." 
                              "You 
                                think you can get me to read?" he whispered 
                                very low so that no one else could hear. 
                              "Oh 
                                absolutely. Ill make you a promise. If you 
                                try your hardest and dont get discouraged, 
                                I will get you plenty of help and youll 
                                become a good reader by the end of the year." 
                              "You 
                                really think so?" he asked. "I mean, 
                                to tell you the truth, I may not be as smart as 
                                you think. You know this hasnt worked for 
                                a few years already." 
                              "Then 
                                I guess its about time. Like the baseball 
                                player who keeps striking out, maybe youre 
                                due for a home run." 
                              "Well 
                                thanks Miss Miller. It was nice reading for you. 
                                Or whatever it is that I just did," he added. 
                                He returned to his seat and punched the girl sitting 
                                next to him. 
                              In 
                                the meantime, it was necessary for Jonathan to 
                                use the ventriloquist approach when reading out 
                                loud in class. He didnt want to miss a turn 
                                and I couldnt exclude him without making 
                                it apparent that Jon couldnt read, so I 
                                asked the boy who sat next to him to whisper the 
                                words, and then Jon would repeat them out loud. 
                                If Gerard, his buddy, was absent, I'd scoot into 
                                his seat and take over. Think of an amateur version 
                                of Edgar Bergen and Charlie McCarthy, and thats 
                                what it was like. Everyone accepted it as the 
                                way Jonathan read, so after a while, no one even 
                                thought it was unusual. 
                              Spelling 
                                and writing were another story. "You did 
                                great," Gerard insisted when Jon furtively 
                                showed him his spelling test. Gerard was the smartest 
                                and nicest boy in the room and a great friend 
                                to Jonathan. 
                              "Yeah, 
                                real great Gerard! I got every word wrong. You 
                                get everything right and I get everything wrong. 
                                Its beginning to get to me." Jonathan 
                                looked flushed and started wheezing. He was terribly 
                                asthmatic, out from school frequently, and it 
                                didnt take much to set him off. 
                              "Sure 
                                you got every word wrong, but look at how much 
                                less wrong. You used to get every single letter 
                                wrong, and now youre only off by one or 
                                two at most. I see big improvement Jon. Youre 
                                doing better," he said, as he playfully patted 
                                him on the back.  
                              "You 
                                got a point. Maybe my brain is clicking in," 
                                Jonathan admitted. 
                              Later 
                                that day, I came into my room during lunchtime 
                                to find Mrs. Prescott kneeling on the floor cleaning 
                                out Jonathans desk. "Do you think I 
                                should take him home?" she asked, while organizing 
                                the debris. 
                              "Why 
                                would you take him home?" I answered. 
                              "Well 
                                Josettes mother is very sick and she sits 
                                next to him. If Jon gets sick, he could be out 
                                for weeks. With his asthma I can never be too 
                                careful." 
                              "I 
                                dont think you should take him home, and 
                                I certainly dont think you should keep on 
                                coming in here to straighten out his desk." 
                              "Oh 
                                I dont mind, really. Any other messy kids? 
                                Ill clean their desks out too." A few 
                                minutes later she found Jonathan and took him 
                                home. Mrs. Prescott was a concerned, loving mother 
                                who was overprotective and possessed few parenting 
                                skills. She let him manipulate her all the time. 
                                But this year she became so worried about his 
                                poor academic skills that she was ready to listen 
                                to me when I made suggestions. 
                              "Let 
                                him sit and try to do the homework by himself. 
                                Read the directions for him but dont do 
                                it. Hes got to feel successful and independent," 
                                I instructed her. She was beginning to listen. 
                              Still, 
                                he was taught certain values at home that I had 
                                a hard time swallowing. We cooked once or twice 
                                a month in my room and a small group of children 
                                would work with me or a class parent, and make 
                                something for a holiday or as part of a unit we 
                                were studying in school. The first time I cooked, 
                                I put on an apron as did five children and Jon 
                                went into his Henny Youngman routine. 
                              "I 
                                like my women to serve me when I come home from 
                                school, particularly wearing high heels and a 
                                frilly white apron. A cocktail before dinner is 
                                always nice, followed by some appetizers. Those 
                                cheesy things on crackers are good." I started 
                                giving him dirty looks, but he just kept on getting 
                                louder and more carried away. "The way I 
                                really like it is for the women to do all the 
                                work, and the men to sit back and smoke cigars. 
                                Nothing like a cute girl to serve me! The prettier 
                                the better." He was now standing by his seat 
                                waving his hands and performing for the room. 
                              "Jonathan, 
                                could I please see you out in the hall for a minute? 
                                I need to talk to you right now," I called 
                                out. 
                              "Sure 
                                Miss Miller, anything you say. Maybe you could 
                                start wearing high heels to school. Youve 
                                got pretty nice legs." 
                              I 
                                was fuming, but tried to keep my voice calm. "Why 
                                are you acting like such a jerk?" I asked. 
                                "Do you realize how insulting you are being 
                                to the girls in this class and to me? Im 
                                a grown up girl too, you know. Do you really think 
                                anyone does anything for you because youre 
                                a boy, or because we care if you like how we look? 
                                Maybe you think youre being funny, but youre 
                                not. Youre being rude. Where do you get 
                                off talking like that?" 
                              Jon 
                                turned red and started looking at the floor. "My 
                                father says things like that all the time, and 
                                my mother likes it. She says it makes her feel 
                                needed. Its her job to do everything for 
                                us." 
                              Now 
                                I had to be very careful. "Youre mom 
                                and dad grew up a long time ago when more people 
                                thought like that. But that kind of thinking doesnt 
                                work nowadays for most people, especially kids. 
                                You realize that all of us here try to help each 
                                other because were friends, not because 
                                were girls or boys. From now on, think before 
                                you talk," I warned. 
                              "Im 
                                sorry. I didnt realize you would get so 
                                mad." He turned bright pink. "Youre 
                                not like my mom. I dont ever listen to her, 
                                and she doesnt care. I dont want you 
                                to be mad at me. Youre the nicest teacher 
                                I ever had." And then he started blubbering. 
                                That was the last time he turned into Hugh Hefner 
                              There 
                                was a strong correlation between the improvement 
                                in Jonathans reading and his behavior. He 
                                became so well behaved that people started asking 
                                me if he was on medication. 
                              "He 
                                started liking himself and feeling like he could 
                                succeed," I explained to the lunch aides 
                                who were used to sending him to the office daily 
                                for fighting. 
                              "Thats 
                                really it?" they asked. "Hes a 
                                different boy." 
                              I 
                                was always finding really easy books to read with 
                                Jon., since he and I had to read alone. He was 
                                in a reading group of one. I tried to find humorous 
                                books that werent babyish for a nine-year-old. 
                                One day in December, I brought in a book about 
                                an Anteater named Aunt Eater. Aunt Eater, the 
                                anteater, was getting ready for Christmas it began. 
                                I thought it was funny. It was the kind of book 
                                a first grader who was learning to read could 
                                plod through. I was sitting with him at the reading 
                                table keeping an eye out for the rest of the class, 
                                when I realized that Jonathan was saying the words 
                                on the page.  
                              "What 
                                did you just say?" I asked him. He started 
                                again and this time it was clear that he was reading 
                                the words on the page. I flipped a few pages ahead 
                                and said, "Try this page." Jon continued 
                                to read. He was actually reading! I grabbed him 
                                by the shoulders and screamed: "Youre 
                                reading. Do you realize that youre reading?" 
                                I felt like Annie Sullivan in the Miracle Worker. 
                                "Oh my! Everybody, Jonathan can read! I mean 
                                on his own, not with anyone telling him the words." 
                                They all broke out in applause. The whole class 
                                had suffered through the bad times when he was 
                                fresh and ill-tempered and got into fights with 
                                them. So it was only right that they took some 
                                pride in his accomplishments now that he was so 
                                much nicer. Jonathan stood up and took a bow. 
                                 
                               
                                "It was nothing really," he teased. 
                                I called for teachers who knew Jon from other 
                                classes to come and hear. The reading teacher 
                                came in and we hugged each other. "Whats 
                                the big deal?" Jon said, smiling ear to ear. 
                                "You said I was going to read and I had a 
                                little faith." 
                              We 
                                were ecstatic, but far from out of the water. 
                                He could now read like a beginning first grader 
                                and we somehow had to catch him up to third grade 
                                work if he was going to be able to handle the 
                                third grade curriculum and pass the statewide 
                                reading test. Scores are published in the newspaper 
                                and my district had become crazy about the tests, 
                                making us give old tests monthly and mark them. 
                                We taught reading strategies all the time and 
                                it cut into all other subject areas and made us 
                                feel awful that we were putting so much pressure 
                                on the kids. 
                              At 
                                about the time Jonathan was beginning to learn 
                                how to read I was giving the class their first 
                                practice test. I thought it was cruel to make 
                                an emerging reader take a test that consisted 
                                of eight stories and 56 multiple choice comprehension 
                                questions that ranged from second to sixth grade 
                                reading ability, but I was told to include him, 
                                so I did. Jon got a score of 20 thanks to his 
                                excellent eyesight and ability to read the answers 
                                of the kids who sat near him. Monthly his scores 
                                stayed the same, because he actually started reading 
                                the test and copying less. This was discouraging 
                                to him, since we went over the tests together. 
                              "Youre 
                                not going to agree with me, but I would like to 
                                say something, even though I already know the 
                                answer." Jon approached me one day in the 
                                spring, waving the latest marked test booklet 
                                in his hand. His face looked red. 
                              "Why 
                                dont you try me, and ask the question first. 
                                Maybe Ill surprise you," I answered. 
                              "Well, 
                                you may think this is a very good mark, but I 
                                dont. How come I cant pass this test? 
                                Everybody else can. Why not me? Im trying 
                                very hard." He looked crestfallen. 
                              "Im 
                                very upset too, you know." 
                              "You 
                                are? I figured youd say this was fine, blah, 
                                blah, blah." 
                              "Its 
                                not fine. Im very upset that you cant 
                                seem to pass the test, but Im not upset 
                                with you. Its just a question of getting 
                                a smart boy like you to pass the test. You do 
                                read very well, Jon. Now you need to learn how 
                                to take a test," I added.  
                              Jonathan 
                                was a tough guy, and a big shot whom most of the 
                                kids really liked. He now walked around the playground 
                                telling other kids: "I love school," 
                                "I love my teacher," and "Reading 
                                is my favorite thing," instead of bopping 
                                them on the head. He had become a poster boy for 
                                "Bad boy makes good." 
                              When 
                                the date for the statewide reading test rolled 
                                around in May, we all held our breath. Jon took 
                                the reading test alone with the reading teacher 
                                in her room, where he was allowed to walk around 
                                and take forever to complete it. This was all 
                                according to his learning disabled classification. 
                                He received a 40 out of a possible 56, a 28 being 
                                a passing score. The reading teacher and I jumped 
                                up and down, and hugged each other. 
                              "So 
                                tell me how you did it?" my friend, Caryn, 
                                asked me one day while we were exercising. She 
                                was a special education teacher in another school 
                                district and had been listening to reports about 
                                Jonathan throughout the year. 
                              I 
                                mopped the sweat off my forehead. "I did 
                                nothing, I swear. I think he was just ready and 
                                able to accept everybodys help." I 
                                answered. 
                              "I 
                                dont believe it." Caryn continued. 
                                "Think hard. What did you do? There had to 
                                be something." 
                              I 
                                was quiet for a while as I kept on race walking. 
                                I was thinking to the rhythm of my feet. "O.K. 
                                Here it is. There was never any doubt in my mind 
                                that he wasnt going to succeed. I had total 
                                faith in him. I dont know why, but I did. 
                                There, that was it. Thats what I did. I 
                                guess I gave him hope." 
                              "Wow," 
                                Caryn said. "Wow." 
                              My 
                                most successful student almost didnt make 
                                it into my class. By what was fair and square, 
                                I shouldnt have taught him that year. He 
                                proved to be a miracle to me. He renewed my faith 
                                in what I do and showed me that sometimes, I could 
                                really make a difference. The summer after he 
                                was in my class, he sent me a postcard while on 
                                vacation. It was written so neatly and spelled 
                                so perfectly, that I had to stare at it for a 
                                long time before I realized that he, not his mother, 
                                actually wrote it. The last line read "I 
                                miss you. Love, Your friend, Jonathan." 
                              Power 
                                brokers can earn a lot of money and control a 
                                great deal. But heres a secret I doubt they 
                                know. The most powerful thing you will ever do 
                                in your whole life will happen for most of us 
                                between the ages of five and seven. You will learn 
                                how to read. It wont open windows. It wont 
                                open doors. It will break open your world and 
                                blast you through the universe. It will make almost 
                                anything possible. And you can use it anywhere, 
                                even late at night, under the covers, by flashlight, 
                                when youre young and want to find out what 
                                will happen next. And when youre old and 
                                cant get around much, it will help you remember 
                                places and things and remind you that youre 
                                not alone at all. It will not only change what 
                                you can do, but it will change how you feel about 
                                the world and yourself. Just ask Jonathan Prescott. 
                                
                                
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